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You Don't Know Me.


YOU HAVE ARRIVED.
ACCESS DENIED.



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How to Ruin Your Life.....

This is fucking brilliant.
Found it on Tumblr.



How To Ruin Your Life


Get stuck. Stay in one place your whole life. Always order vanilla even though the menu is four pages long. Become the type of person who sends back lattes. Save up your money for a plasma TV instead of a plane ticket. Talk a lot about things you know nothing about. Have an affair with someone you don’t even find attractive.

Refuse to forget your ex. Make it impossible for yourself to do anything without remembering that you used to do it with them. Hug your knees under the sheets and think about how safe you felt when they held you at night. Remind yourself daily of how empty you feel. Find new ways to make yourself sad.

Get drunk all the time. Consider no Saturday night, national holiday or extended happy hour complete without a vodka-induced breakdown. Graduate college but keep drinking like you’re still in it. Notice that cheap beer tastes watery and stale when you drink it alone but drink it anyway. Look at old Facebook photos wasted and wonder where everyone went.

Never drink. Never do anything that could potentially be “bad” for you. Treat your body like the temple it is and say no to carbs, yes to wheatgrass, go to bed at ten sharp and turn down cake on your birthday. Take fifteen different dietary supplements. Monitor carefully. Succumb to nothing. Miss out on everything.

Compare yourself constantly, to everyone. Allow the standards of image-obsessed, age-obsessed culture to make you feel decrepit at 25. Scroll through skinny girls on Tumblr feeling wistful and inadequate. Pull at the skin on your hipbones, stomach, and underarms in the mirror. Sigh a lot. Sigh all the time.

Don’t fall in love with anyone or anything. Put an impenetrable wall between yourself and other people. Add a fire-breathing dragon and eight yards of barbed wire. Be suspicious of everyone’s motives. Hold grudges long after you’ve forgotten what for.

Fall in love with everyone and everything. Run after the next best thing like it’s a bus you’re perpetually late for. Throw your heart into every other stranger’s hands and be genuinely surprised to be hurt. Refuse to learn. Refuse to ever learn.

Source: milajaroniec

Where the fuck have I been?
BUST

It's over.

LIVE SUICIDE!!!!!
OMG…I JUST SAW A MAN SHOOT HIMSELF IN THE HEAD LIVE ON fOX NEWS!!!

He was involved in a police chase and even though the cops stopped following him, a helicopter was still tailing him. He pulled over, got out and started running even though no one was actually chasing him. He fell down once, got back up, ran some more, jumped into some tall grass and put the gun to his head a shot. OMG. I am shaking. The newscaster was screaming cut cut cut…but we saw it anyways. Holy shit. I feel sick.

DID ANYONE ELSE SEE IT?????
BLAST

Trimming the Fat

I did a small friends cut...
Basically just cleaning out the old and abandoned LJ's and removing a few who don't seem to be very alive or active, and some I don't connect with. No offense to anyone. Cheers =)
BLAST

In my HEAD.

Sometimes the feeling takes over.
You can't trust anyone.
No matter if you know better or not.
I think too much importance is placed on belief in another.
You have to trust yourself.
It's the only guarantee.
Anything or Anyone else is simply a gamble.
Once you forget that, you are screwed.